A MSG to Bryan and Calvin

我讲的话有时会伤到你,
Sorry..Bryan,yesterday I told u,I'm not a chick!!
U replied,did I treat u like chick?
I called u go to sleep,(12++am) u said ok,but 2 am u only sleep
What t u doing?isnt me make ur mind miserable?
I'm sorry if I make u like that..mayb someday u saw this,u will understand..
Not I want to leave,but it's juz no other ways already...
Sometimes u all treat me really good,but sometimes u hurt me too
I felt that 2012 make me change,and also,time changes,we will become more stronger
But sorry,,I really want to b u best best fren...but I had to go...
I had to move on...
I had to forget u as bro...juz treat u as a normal fren
Sorry....many things had happened and this force me to make my decision to leave

Calvin..
I will always rmb u in my heart...I will always rmb that I had someone that I love him so deep before
But sorry..this make me feel I'm cheap..becoz of u both,I had done all those foolish thing
Is like,juz to beg u become my boyfren...
And for the prom partner,I juz request u for being my partner,
But,kena someone said I'm Gila..I know..
U all b my partner will die...den not nid b my partner la!
I duno what u Guys thinking actually..u said u Duno got feelings towards me anot!
Is u don't wan to know or u "tao bi" ...
U can love her so deep,,but in ur heart cant have a small space to put me in?
I don't believe,what I did,u didn't gt toched,
U juz don't wan to gt touched..
All my frens knew..how much I love u...but u didn't even care
U are a good boy..but really not suit me...
Cz all I wanted is juz a boy that treat me good
And love with his heart...
Not taking my love for granted..
My love is not for sale..
And yet,I won't treat u like last time so foolish anymore
I will stop being fool..
I will leave ur world...
If one day,,we really meet, juz think that u duno me..
We are juz "mo sheng ren"

Okay!i will really really move on this time..
The last time I wanted to say is..pls treat others girl better if they love u
Treasure their love...god had send someone to love but u didn't even treasure and u will lost it..rmb..and good luck for ur sej and sorry I can't teach u that anymore

我不曾告诉过你，我有个怪癖，而且自由我一个人知道，
就是我喜欢每当看到你的生日日期0722，出现在电话的
时间里，我会自动的snapshot，然后在等多几分钟，也就是我的生日
出现在我的电话荧幕里，然后在screemshot..每天都砰砰运气，
有时有机会拍到，有时却没有，拍到时很开心的傻笑
有时我在想，我是不是很傻，哥哥说我很傻，付出爱的
应该的男子才对，他问我怎么我要那么傻，
我也不知道，我只知道，我很爱他，我很想把我和他的一点一滴
记录起来，我多希望有和你一样的共同点
现在我已尽量越来越少做这个傻的动作了
，

今天早上，我打给你，叫你醒来，在我要打通的那一刻，
我清楚知道，我的心跳有几快，我不知道为什么我有那种感觉
第一次有这种感觉，第一通你不小心压掉了，我打第二通，
你接了，我说＂醒来了啊，6点了阿＂你：＂醒来了，刚刚不小心压掉＂
我：＂不用紧啦，拜拜＂我就快快压掉了我很怕
我心跳好快，你的声音那么的软，我很怕我又再次
无法自拔，我真的很难把你当好朋友而已，
我很笨，我不可以没有你，就算没和你信息
我都想你，这次我第一次为一个人那么付出，
也许，你是最后一个了，我深怕在有天失去你这个朋友时
崩溃，我已尽量不想你了...