A MSG to Bryan and Calvin

我讲的话有时会伤到你,
Sorry..Bryan,yesterday I told u,I'm not a chick!!
U replied,did I treat u like chick?
I called u go to sleep,(12++am) u said ok,but 2 am u only sleep
What t u doing?isnt me make ur mind miserable?
I'm sorry if I make u like that..mayb someday u saw this,u will understand..
Not I want to leave,but it's juz no other ways already...
Sometimes u all treat me really good,but sometimes u hurt me too
I felt that 2012 make me change,and also,time changes,we will become more stronger
But sorry,,I really want to b u best best fren...but I had to go...
I had to move on...
I had to forget u as bro...juz treat u as a normal fren
Sorry....many things had happened and this force me to make my decision to leave

Calvin..
I will always rmb u in my heart...I will always rmb that I had someone that I love him so deep before
But sorry..this make me feel I'm cheap..becoz of u both,I had done all those foolish thing
Is like,juz to beg u become my boyfren...
And for the prom partner,I juz request u for being my partner,
But,kena someone said I'm Gila..I know..
U all b my partner will die...den not nid b my partner la!
I duno what u Guys thinking actually..u said u Duno got feelings towards me anot!
Is u don't wan to know or u "tao bi" ...
U can love her so deep,,but in ur heart cant have a small space to put me in?
I don't believe,what I did,u didn't gt toched,
U juz don't wan to gt touched..
All my frens knew..how much I love u...but u didn't even care
U are a good boy..but really not suit me...
Cz all I wanted is juz a boy that treat me good
And love with his heart...
Not taking my love for granted..
My love is not for sale..
And yet,I won't treat u like last time so foolish anymore
I will stop being fool..
I will leave ur world...
If one day,,we really meet, juz think that u duno me..
We are juz "mo sheng ren"

Okay!i will really really move on this time..
The last time I wanted to say is..pls treat others girl better if they love u
Treasure their love...god had send someone to love but u didn't even treasure and u will lost it..rmb..and good luck for ur sej and sorry I can't teach u that anymore